A Love like this...

A Love like this...

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Where do I begin...Summary

My name is Christy. I was born and raised in Greenbelt and Riverdale Maryland.
I have a wonderful husband name"Gary". He is truly the love of my life and my soul mate. 
I have two BEAUTIFUL Children... They are my life,and I will do anything for my children. 
They make me so proud to be their Mommy. I first became a Mommy at the age of 16.
Yeah it was the hardest thing that I have ever done...but I did it and I think I have
done a pretty good job. I have absolutely NO regrets.I wouldn't give up or give in
to society for choosing to have Katelyn. I loved her from the very first time I felt her
move in side me. I raised Katelyn pretty much by myself with help from my Mom and
Will, Mike and Angie, until I met my husband Gary who has always been there for Katelyn,
helping me raise her as if she were his own Daughter. To this day he has never even once
introduced her as nothing but "his Daughter"....some of his family members
don't even know that she isn't his own blood. And he gave me our Beautiful son 
I could not make a more perfect man to have as my husband. I love him, he is my "Soul Mate"
. 
 
   My mom , I love her with all my heart. She did everything she could to see that we didn't go
without, Mom worked three jobs at times, just to put food on the table. But we never went
hungry. I wish mom and I had more time to see each other...I miss her a lot and sometimes
I feel that we don't even know each other anymore because we never get to see each other.
But I am most happy for her now because she is finally in a happy devoted marriage,
She is Married to "Irv", and Irv has given my mom so much, from love and security
to having someone there for you. I have never seen her this happy, and that makes me happy.
 
   I have two brothers and one sister....whom I love very much. I guess all of our struggles 
we all went through as kids, brought us closer as adults. I am very proud of all three of them,
......we have all come a long way. We might not get to see each other as often as 
I would like, but we know that we will always be there for each other.
 
  My Dad  although him and my mom didn't get along that much after they separated...
I believe he really did try his best to do everything he could for me. I know that his and 
my mom's divorce, was a very long upsetting 5year battle. But I believe He really truly loved
me. And he has been there for me countless times. He gave me my first car and helped me pay 
my rent often at times when Katelyn and I were on our own. Although he is not in the best 
health right now,I do try my best to get up to Maryland to spend time with him.
I thank God that he has his wife "Juno" I don't think my dad would of made it this far
without her taking care of him.
 
   There is one more special person that has been in my life, and I have always looked up too.
She taught me a lot, while I was growing up and there were times in my life, when I was
younger...that I don't know what I would do without her........and that is my late "Grandma Bee". 
There is not ONE day that goes by, that I don't think about her. Still to this day, I miss her so much. 
It is very hard for me around Thanksgiving, Christmas, because we used to always go over
"Bee" & "Nanny's" house, to eat with them. and Bee would always make her homemade
Macaroni & Cheese....man did I love that mac & Cheese. And after those holidays...came its January.. 
Well Bee and Nanny's birthdays are in this month, so I am constantly thinking about them.
After that is February, My birthday is in this month... and then comes March this is the month 
my "Grandma Bee" passed away...very hard month for me. But the 10th is my sister "Angies 
Birthday and mine and Gary s anniversary. So I had to make it somewhat happy and 
not so gloomy. 
 
  I still don't understand Why we had to loose someone so special,
so giving and caring.WHY??? did she have to leave us so soon,
she was only 56 years old. Way to young. I know she was hurting ,
I just wish that we had more time together and that they had more
answers or different medicine to help her,like they do today.
Well at least I know now that she is in heaven...smiling down on us.
And she will ALWAYS be my Guardian Angel. 
I love you & miss you Grandma Bee!!!! Always have always will.............
 

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